ASLAN YÜREKLİ

           
             SubZero, NYHC scene in en önemli ve eski gruplarından. Bu video ise vokal Lu Dibella (a.k.a. Cancer Killah) nın aynı anda yakalandığı lösemi ve lenf kanserlerini, acı dolu 5 yıl sonunda yenmesinin ardından grubun çıkardığı 2005 tarihli Suffering Of Man albümünden. Zor zamanlarında insana bu kadar güç verecek şarkı zor bulunur.


COURAGE, STRENGTH, PRIDE, I'M LIONHEARTED!


         Ayrıca bak Lu Dibella bir röportajında "who is your hero?" sorusuna ne cevap vermiş: 
       
    I would have to say my former fiancée, Kristen. If it wasn’t for her, I would be dead right now. She was my biggest inspiration to stay alive. She kept my spirits up every day and night by staying with me in the hospital by my side as she took time from a really successful career modeling. This isn’t like taking time off as a carpenter or something. Modeling is all about staying current, and you only have one short window to make your money—basically for your whole life. She was doing covers for Vogue, Elle, and Cosmo and she was walking the runways with names like Claudia Schiffer, Naomi Campbell, and Cindy Crawford. By taking so much time away from her promising career at its peak, she selflessly put her future at stake for me. Then to add to any fear about her decision, she had to deal with her brother trying to commit suicide and a lot of other horrible things. She rode through all of it just to take care of me and she never complained once. It’s hard to list all the sacrifices she made for me or to explain to people what a big deal it was, but here’s just one example off the top of my head: After leaving the hospital I needed an in-house nurse to give me shots, medicine, and clean my catheter. The catheter was pretty hard to look at. It was connected to my heart and came out of my chest via a tube. The tube fed medicine to my heart, which would then pump it through my bloodstream. I couldn’t afford the hired help so Kristen set me up in her Manhattan apartment and learned from the nurses how to do all of these complex procedures for me and she kept doing them almost daily for about five years. I owe her so much. Today we are really close. I love her.


   Kim olduğunu bilmiyorum, yüzünü hiç görmedim ama seni seviyoruz güzel "insan" Kristen.

KADIN.

             Maalesef ki kadınların çoğunluğu, erkeği çeken şeyin sadece güzellik olduğu konusunda saçma sapan bir fikre sahipler. Kara "Starbuck" Thrace olarak da Katee Sackhoff olarak da bunun aksini ispatlamak için varsın sanki. Hınzır gülüşüne mi yanayım, atarlı tavırlarına mı hiç bilemedim. Ama bildiğim bir şey varsa, eğer bir gün bir kadından dayak yersem, bu Starbuck dan olsun lütfen.

"Şöyle özü sözü bir, gözünü budaktan sakınmayan, erkeğinin arkasına saklanmak yerine gidip Caprica’dan erkeğini kurtaran, devamlı somurtup naz yapmak ve sorun yaratmak yerine arkadaşları ve sevdikleri ile hayatın tadını çıkartan, üzüldüğü zaman bile kederini kimseye belli etmeyen, kızdığında öfkesini sevdiklerine değil, sinirlenmesine sebep olan insana yönelten, ana fikri yaşamın keyfini sürmek olan kadınlar, Starbuck gibi kadınlar, sizi heyecanla bekliyoruz." demiş Cem Şancı. Katılmamak mümkün değil.

BU NE LAN?!

         Bu kadar da rekor bir şarkı yapmak zorunda değildiniz.

Here in this darkess that I lay, 

Depression heavy in it's weigh, 

And how my body aches to leave, 

To sing it's final eulogy.

My sons I love you evermore, 

And though the road beckons once more, 

I see the damage that I've done, 

And search for redemption.

But I am just a broken man, 

Whose soul cries out to understand, 

How the madness shatters me, 

Upon the stage on bended knee, 

I scream aloud at skies above, 

That answer mute bereft in love, 

I struggle not to fall from grace, 

I sing the hyms of my disgrace.

We build Cathedrals to our pain, 

Establish monuments to attain, 

Freedom from all of the scars and the sins, 

Lest we drown in the darkness within.

Mysteries forgotten chords, 

I strum in vain to please the lord, 

But he has never answered me, 

And faith has waned eternaly.

In empty men who pass along, 

The woes of all religions wrong, 

Now the shadowed veil it falls, 

Heed the Clarion call.

So pray to music, 

Build a shrine, 

Worship in these desperate times

Fill your heart with every note, 

Cherish it and cast afloat.

Cause God is in these clef and tone, 

Salvation is found alone, 

Haunted by it's melody, 

Music, it will set you free.